I revealed too much too soon. I was emotionally slutty.

Friday 27 February 2009

touch


me and lina, 8 months ago


saturday. a day to relax?
today we played games. we started with 'around the world in 80 days' but found it too difficult, so we switched to farahs pyramides. after that we played genious and then chicago. we ate cookiedough and drank tea. we watched 'a cinderella story' and now we are watching 'the banger sisters'.
tomorrow i'm going home, the train leaves at 15.oo and when i get home i'm gonna watch tv and lay in bed all day. i have to relax and sleep to be able to go to school on monday. uh, i really don't want to go to school again after this break.

i found a beautiful brown furjacket with a leatherbelt today, in the closet where all the games are. it fitted me perfect and i loved it! i pray to ..something.. that lena will say 'you can have it!' haha. i'd treat it with love and tender, like no one ever have done before!! oh please, give it to me! (and those shoes at h&m that i love and wish for more than anything in the world right now!!) gosh, i wish i had some money..

.. and whoever gives me a full bodymassage i will love forever.

Thursday 26 February 2009

bridge

i finished reading the book 'a brothers journey' written by richard pelzer.. you know, the brother to david pelzer who wrote ' a child called "it" '. i loved the book, if you can say that you love a book that horrible. it was very capturing and awful. i really admire his strenght and curage, just like i admire david, his brother.
but one thing about the book annoyed me. there were a few parts of the book that i'm absolutely sure that i have read before, but i know i've never read this book before. did he write something that david also wrote or did i read this book before and forgot about it? the parts that i am sure that i've read before is the first part of the book, when he writes about his wife and when he is asleep on the couch and also the part where he explains how his room lokes like. is there anyone else who has read these both books and feel the same way? or am i only stupid and read this book before and forgotten about it?

i have the follow-up to this book, teenagers journey, and i'm gonna read it when i get home, on sunday. i have five of david pelzers book at home - a child called it, the lost boy, a man named dave, help yourself and the privilege of youth. the last two books i started reading a few years ago but i never finished them. but i will, i will.
i also want to read the book that one of his teachers wrote.. i think we have it on down at the school-library. i have to borrow it later!

now i'm gonna watch special victims unit and then start with my next book, hopefully i'll finish it before sunday.
xoxo

London Fashion Week

My favourite picks from Ashish














i love the clownish touch and the big exaggerated designs!
and whoever gives me the pianoskirt on the 15th picture, i will love forever and ever.

Wednesday 25 February 2009

times

hi
i have to tell you.. today, when i took lina for a walk through the woods, there was this little dog coming towards us. i took lina deeper in to the trees to avoid the meeting. calmed her down, got her to sit and thought everything was going great. until .. she starst pulling the leash and going towards the poor little dog. i held on as good as i could (she's a very big dog and .. well, i just dont have any muscles) but she pulled to hard. i fell on the ground that was covered with 3 dm snow and she draged me for about a meter until she stopped. there i was, lying on the ground completely covered in snow! it took me a while to get up because she was barking and couldn't stand still. anyway, everything went well, she didn't caught the other dog.. and we continued our walk. haha.

what else have i done..? hum. i printed out some pictures yesterday, with some help from my boyfriend so i glued them into my album today. and when i took a shower, i tried to shave my legs.. yes, i tried. it didn't go very good. i cut myself on the leg and even on my finger! i can't belive it. how could i cut my finger!? a really long cut aswell. so now i'm wearing two snoopy-plasters. hah, really cute.

last night i started crying. i didn't want to wait for the pregnancytest to come with the post any longer so we went down to the store and bought one instead. and guess what - our luck has returned. the test was negative! i was really worried but now i can relax again. but the tests that i ordered are still coming home tomorrow. i guess i'll test again just to be sure. now my only concern is.. why am i feeling sick? i'm nauseous almost all the time, i've got a fever and a big headache..

now i'm gonna read my elle magazine and put on some socks!

London Fashion Week

My favourite picks from Roksanda Ilincic






i love the shapes!
the shoulders, the waist and all the details.
especially the big bow on the shoulder on the 5th picture.

Tuesday 24 February 2009

London Fashion Week

My favourite picks of Marior Schwab






i love these short dresses!
the marked waist and the unique details.

cheers


el jem, tunisia. picture taken june -08

this night was terrible. i fell asleep late probably around 2 a.m after spending several hours complaining about my stomach aking. when i finally fell asleep.. it didn't last long. i woke up 5 times during the night, having akes all over my body, and beeing pushed into the wall by my beloved boyfriend, hah.
then at 9 a.m he woke up realizing he had overslept. woke me up in anger, asking me why i didn't wake him up. huh? why should i wake him up when i'm asleep and he's the one thats going to work?
fell back asleep as he went to work and then at 11 a.m i woke up again.. damn. i wanted to wake up early today. well, went down and ate brekfast, then took a long walk through the woods with Lina, his dog. then i tried to print out pictures to put in my album but without success.. have to wait until 7 p.m when alex gets home so that he can help me.

i've got the feber again. i made some hot chilisauce for lunch, hoping it would clear out the cold from my body but i guess it didn't work. well, lucky i have springbreak so it doesn't matter if i'm ill and stays in bed all day.
now i'm waching friends on tv.. even though i saw this episode last night. waiting for hannah montana to start on disney channel. - yes, i love that show even though i'm almost 20 years old, haha.