39 days to graduation

today i want to kill pretty much everyone around me. i hate my new teacher - she is the most annoying person i've ever met. i hate everyone who is pregnant! everywhere i look there's a new one. 4 of my friends had a baby last year and now i know 4 that are pregnant - and today i saw another one, a girl at my school. i hate them. i hate them all so damn much. i KNOW they dont want a baby as much as i do and why should they have babies when i couldnt? i hate them. i cant stand them.

and i get sooo annoyed when people dont realize that they are disturbing. they expect the whole world to ajust to them. they think that just because they feel like talking - we want to listen. they expect us to drop everything just to hear their annoying voices. the whole class is listening to the teacher - except for those who has left the room to start working. and they stamble in - apoligizes for the delay and starts talking about what they want to do with the assigment. they dont care at all that we were talking and had alredy started the lession.
trying to shut them up, someone says that one of them should go out because she had alredy heard what the teacher was saying and could start working and that we really want to continue now.
but now, its all about them. if they want to talk - they talk. if the rest of the class, including the teacher, was in the middle of something - it doesnt matter.
the funny thing is - its only ONE person in these two classes that haven't complained about this and said that the are extremly annoyed by it. ONE single person.
and you can clearly see that the teachers agree with the rest of us. thank god it's only about 25 school-days left and then you're gone.

i bought new sunglasses and tomorrow im taking the train to alex. yes, tomorrow. we dont have any school on wednesday. thats saras birthday and i have no idea what to give her, im broke. i hope alex can borrow me some money or something.. thursday it's the last of april - that means party, in uppsala. and im meeting an old friend of mine, that i havent seen for probably 3 years. maybe 4.
now im gonna go take some sleepingpills and sleep for a few hours.