I revealed too much too soon. I was emotionally slutty.

Monday 26 January 2009

strike

gosh, i'm drowning. i have too much to do. i really mean it, too much. today i broke down and cried for like two hours. i realized how much money i've spent in less than a week. about £70, maybe a little bit more. and then i saw it, £4 left. until the 28th next month! that's over a month..
an then there is school.. one paper due today, a whole rapport on my project due in about two weeks, two books that has to be read and done next week, one book until friday that i don't even have, i had a test today, a groupworkpresentation next week.. well, the list is long. and i have a little bit of panic about one subject that i'm afraid of failing in. one of the subjects i love the most. i really have to go to every one of those lessions from now on and ask the teacher what i have to do to get a good grade.

i'm stressed out and need to read my book now, then sleep so i have the strenght to go up at 6.45 in the morning, to go to school at 7.30. i really don't like this, i feel like shit and i'm so stressed that i just want to take a vacation. gah.

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